There's part of this sickening horror of knowing you're walking on the edge with this, that I kind of like, knowing that it could all fall apart at any second.
出自-2017年6月阅读原文
柯林斯高阶英汉双解学习词典释义
VERB
使厌恶;使作呕
If something sickens you, it makes you feel disgusted.